i've never wanted anything this bad...

i've never wanted anyone this badly

eventho i know i'm not supposed to

i can't help what my heart feels

i can't stop how i feel for you,maybe just not yet

i can't help thinking how things would've been if i did anything

i can't help thinking maybe i shouldnn't give up

i can't help to think maybe i am just waiting..

maybe i'll be waiting for you....

just maybe....

eventho they tell me it's gonna be me hurting badly in the end

tonight,it's you i want...

but i just can never let you know

and it tears me up knowing i can never pursue my feelings for you

..it's just not fair how i can feel so much for someone and not be able to show how i really feel

i cry silently because i love you and i'll never be able to tell you