it hurts knowing i can never have one of my own

it hurts having to hold back who i really am because of the people i love

i don't understand,why can't god just take me away already

i just shouldn't be allowed to live

it'll save everyone the pain of knowing/loving me

at the end of the day some part,some where,deep down inside,

the person reading this..you're ashamed that you actually know me

don't lie,cause it's ok...it's ok with me