too late

woke up this morning to 2 bad news

one was my agent,rolin passed away last night due to lung cancer

i was never really fond of rolin and the worst part was i said some not so nice stuffs bout her(due to the agency).

i guess what hit me the most was that i said not so nice stuff bout her before she passed away and now it's too late for me to even say i'm sorry or even have a decent conversation without being angry with her before she left.

it was a really shocking and sudden news.she seemed so healthy and bubbly,but i must say,the last time when we saw her she looked like she aged ALOT

i know this may seem to late,but i need to say it,i'm sorry rolin

rest in peace rolin.your family will be in my prayers

i guess we'll never know when someone is gonna leave and many times we take that for granted.so appreciate the time and person we care bout before it is too late