perfect?

that's what i thought..

then,i wake up

like a big bang right at my face

everything blows up

i can still hear the ringing on my eardrums from the blow

i guess don't be too happy with a perfect situation

it always turns out the other way one way or another

how am i gonna carry on being optimistic?i'm tired..i may complain life suck more than an average person does,but let me tell you,i am optimistic

if not i'd be long gone dead by now..sigh.whatever

I'M TIRED